Just a quick update. I’ve been feeling pretty lost and down lately, even with the great news about my upcoming dream trip. I have been feeling overwhelmed with all the things going on in my life. The stress of it all. I’m just so over it and it doesn’t seem to end.
I’ve started the process with a financial consultant, so hopefully that will help me with the divorce as well as getting me some clarity on my future. The D is not moving and I’m getting really frustrated with my L. I may need to find another one. But for now, let me get my goals in place and then see what happens.
H has been quiet lately, so that is good. But then again, maybe he knows we are doing discovery on his lying @ss, so he’s mad. Who knows. Work still [censored] and is getting worse by the day. I may not have a job in a couple of weeks. And I found out my other main client is also going through something so I may not have any clients soon…at least I am signing on an apartment tomorrow, before all hell breaks loose with my income. The apartment is one of those lucky things…so that is a positive. It’s not perfect, but a great price, a very nice landlord who I happen to know and a great location not far from where i am now. I will also be able to move out of here while I’m moving into there so that will give me time and space to sells some things and get it all figured out.
I’m just so ready to be past all the hard stuff. To feel like things are more in my control and I am living my life for me. Right now, still so much feels out of control and in transition.
Anyway, that’s the quick update. Thank you friends for being here. Thanks for listening. Thanks for the support.
El
Me 52, H 56 T10 M7, 2nd MR for both 2 Step Sons (19 and 21) BD: Fall 2020 D finalized: July 2022 XH Married AP soon after D day.
