Thank you every one, this place has been a god send to me, I truely appreciate eveyones input into this bat sh*t crazy sitch. I am so greatful to have foud you all and this place. All of the advise, experieces and words that everone has provided had been so supportive. Even if it is hard to digest right now. So no contact today, one small victory for me. I feel like I am in a pit fighting my way out right now.
