2 out of the 3 men i have loved in my life told me they loved me on valentines day. one was my ex who took TWO WHOLE YEARS to say it. and he said his first i love you in the valentines card he gave me. the other also said those words foe the first time in the valentines card he gave me.

the other guy i loved pretended like valentines day didnt exist when we were on vacation with our kids. we got in a big fight that night. i knew our relationship was over. on my last valentines day with ex, i knew it was over too. a month and a day later he left me. i eventually found the phine call on our bill to her that night when we took 2 separate cars home after out awkward date ( i picked up our 5 month old D)

this is a stupid commercial holiday. bit unfortunately, the beginnings to love and the end to loves happened on this day.

anyways i took the kid to the orthodontist. we got pedicures and she was pretty talkative with me today. so it was a good day.

i also got my eyebrow microblading done yesterday. i did something special for me. that person became my new best friend and we are going to hang out, lol, and she has a guy she wants to hook me up with.

oh and yeah. that last guy ghosted me. had an off feeling about him and of course, my gut is always right