Good Morning, well afternoon now, Thanks DnJ I have not contact H yesterday or today. One of my girlfriends had to pick up her H from my H's superbowl party yesterday and said that only about 8 people showed up to the party at the bowling alley. She said alot of people do not approve of what H is doing. But whatever, his circus. This was H's favorite day, and we used to put on quite the shinding, hard to think that he is ok with walking away from everything....
I want to talk to H, but I know it will do me absolutly no good, I will not get the answers from him that I want, it will not change what is. I am so sick of feeling sad all the time.
he's not able to give you answers because in all likelihood he doesn't have them himself. Andrew is right. One day, minute, second at a time. xoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
