LH I understand it, but it does not make me feel any better. I so badly want to call H, ( I won't thats why I am rambling on here) I want him to come back to us so bad. I am having a big melt down right now, I hurt so bad, I just want him to be him again. I need my old H so bad right now, to hold me and tell me this was all a big mistake, that it was all wrong, he was wrong...Thats not going to happen... just need to breath through this. I miss him so much, not MLC H..my H.
