Thanks Bttrfly,
My lawyer told me to wait, I am trying to hold out until the first hearing at end of March, but will need to have a job before final court date, so they can not go off my last job. I made good money and do not want to go back to that career and would not beable to make that money again in a new field. Would like to find a job I enjoy, just will need insurance.

I feel like I am making baby steps, but hey, thats a start.