Eagle what does "I want to be there for him" mean to you?
He lives it up for a while, thinks he’s found his happiness, doesn’t last of course, then he’ll crash again, like he has been doing for the past 3 years.
And each time I’m there to pick him up because I’m afraid of what he might do. I listen, I validate, and eventually I get sucked in it again.
Maybe I don’t want to do that anymore, but it’s stronger than myself not to.
That’s the part I guess where I can’t seem to let go? Why is that?
I’m sorry if my posts today seem to be confusing, it’s because I am. Not feeling bad, only confused.
