Valeska19, He has thrown things. Not at me or toward me or even about me; but in a rage of anger. I REALLY do not believe that he would ever physically hit me. He KNOWS that he would lose everything. With that being said, the things that have come out of his mouth are just awful. I never thought that I would ever hear him say some of those things either. I seriously worry more about him hurting himself than me. And Traveler, you are right, I would NOT be able to unhear some of those things and it IS a bad idea. Again, I think that I am grasping at any type of "reasoning" what-so-ever as to what has made him like this. The whole thing of him setting up the cameras to spy on me just gave me a super uneasy feeling as to "what are YOU doing?" I feel like I can put my finger on him at any given point of the day, and I really feel as though he is NOT having a physical relationship; but for all I know, he COULD think that the grass is greener because he is involved in an emotional relationship. To be clear, I have NOT put a recorder in, but it HAS crossed my mind.
