Josh, sounds like some really tough times! I can really relate to NGS and her lack of responsiveness. You are getting good help. Read it more than once and take time to digest. I think they might’ve been mentioned but 1. Read love must be tough 2. And Intimacy & desire Imo you NEEEED both of those books for yourself.
Me: 34 Stbxw: 30 D:5 D:3 Mini bd: May/June 2019 Married: Aug 2019 BD: 6th Dec 2019 OM Confirmed: Feb 2020 March 2020: I filed for D Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021