I I have like 350 ish in my retirement accounts, I have a roth and a 401K he has 900 ish.
Sorry about your mom. Its great that you kids stay with you.
I just texted a friend of mine thats a drummer telling him I want drum lessons..lol Being a child of the 80"s it would be cool to learn, not sure if I am cordinatated enough..Lol
Biggest thing for me right now, I miss him, the old him before this sh*t show started, not the monster he is now. I miss my BFF, miss the conversations, miss my partner in crime, miss rolling over at night and touching him. I miss his hugs, miss him tucking me into bed every night for the last 21 years. I miss knowing that he would always have my back, be my rock. My TV was on the fritz the a few weeks ago and I lost it, total emotional melt down, because he always took care of that stuff. (I texted him and he helped me fix it). I miss us, the carefree happy couple that we were, going shopping together, out to lunch, movie night. Everything. The inside jokes, the shared passions, football sundays. I just want my life back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not having a good night, I am really hurting right now.
