I am so sorry to read of the passing of your grandfather. He lived a long life and saw so much change in the way that we live day to day. Treasure the memories that you created and shared with him for they will provide you comfort in the days ahead.
When you have a moment, please start a new thread.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
My condolences on your grandfather’s passing. I love your expressed memories of him being a life long role model. What a wonderful legacy he crafted.
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Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.