I just saw a picture quote that I wish I could post here as it might strike a cord with you, but the gist of it was that growth and change are painful, but staying stuck in a bad situation is also painful so you have to choose which pain is best for you. (I paraphrased it, but that is the overall meaning.) I know it is hard, but just like I said before, it will be so much better once you are out on the other side. (((kas)))
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids