I'm truly sorry for what you have been through so far.
All signs of MLC are unfortunately there, wish however I could tell you it is not.
Very good of you to start sharing your story with people who are going through/went through the same.
You will find the right support here, also find a good friend/relative in your environment who is close to you and will be there to support you. They might not understand, but at the least they can simply be there for you.
I would suggest you'd start reading some stories here to understand the concept of MLC.
Unfortunately, as D stated, this will take time, and you need to think about you now.
Ask anything you want to know. I'll try to help as much as possible.
From what I could state, there are no kids involved?
