SteveLW, Honestly the IHS doesn’t bother me that badly, simply because of what you explained. I think my issue is, I don’t know what to do. There’s no neutral except for the way it’s been. We’re not fighting. We have the occasional dinner together and have very superficial conversation. Now what? This is where I’m stuck. Can he miss me? I mean, seriously the only thing that I feel like I do have going for me is that I am NOT worrying about where he is or who he’s with and someone is still paying half of the bills. I have really had to force myself to slow down since my medical issue. I was working 70-80 week at times. I didn’t start working that much until our situation here had already fallen apart and the verbal/emotional abuse had started. I buried myself in work. I am fortunate to have a job that I love but I work in healthcare and I see patients in their homes. We literally have a primary/urgent care business so needless to say business has been booming due in the pandemic. So there’s always the added stress of bringing covid home. I have been blessed this far. But under normal circumstances, im not home “all of the time”.
