Just letting you know I'm watching and thinking about you often. Don't stress too much about the timing. H is going to be a jacka$$ about it whether it happens next week, next month or next year. I know you know this. And it's not fair to have to live on egg shells this long. But the sooner you push through the hard parts of this D the sooner this will all be over. Find the rainbow in the rain. You got this cardinal. Lots of love and light your way, my dear.