M was the only guy through OLD that I had a true connection with. everyone else was IRL.
Don't forget though that as I remember you were peddling both ends of that bicycle and he was largely going along for the ride. Not to mention the other things like his need to light up a joint all the time plus undoubtedly other stuff that might not have come out.
I can understand how it's easy to look back and see the good. I have a hard time looking back to the exact same time when I happened to be dating "B" and seeing the things then that weren't good for me and only remembering the good.
To do the over-analyzing thing, perhaps one of the reasons you felt such a connection with M was that you were doing all the work and thus making the dream you wanted?
There's a hardware store I go to from time to time knowing that the woman who works at the service desk there will always make sure that I leave with what I need, not necessarily what I came in looking for. Be nice if OLD worked that way too ((G))
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells
((G))
