I feel like throwing in the towel every other day but then I think of the kids and the "family" and know that I wont bother...but it does scare me that I may some day be a waw. Maybe I would have anyway but h's a and leaving then comming back seems to make me think more that way than I did before...only difference is I don't complain as much.
Nice to hear you got an ily even if you only think you did.