LL and Honeypot- I think we are living the same life. It's amazing to read your stories. They sound so remarkably like mine. Hard working H, can't find time for me and the kids, but somewhere last summer found enough time for OW.

The c I went to thinks he has some sort of White Knight syndrome. Needs to rescue damsels in distress. He sees me as capable dealing with house, bills, kids, schedules, meals, etc and OW needed a big strong shoulder to cry on. I was away taking care of my very ill mother, who has since passed away, and he was alone and lonely.

Tonight I felt like throwing in the towel and giving up. I asked myself if I can make it one more day? Yes. Two days? a week? Two weeks from now I'm going to to visit my dad. Then a week with HIS folks. Then back to my dad's. Can I make it till then? yes. So 3 weeks alone with the kids (7,5,2) traveling, used to sound like He--, butn now, it sounds like just the opposite. Tonight I think I saw him mouth the words ILY, but I was a little peeved by something he said and it's been so long, I'm not sure I got it right.

gotta go


Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.