Nothin' much going on at my place, more peace than usual, I guess.
Have a sunny day!
Love, Bridget
Hey Bridget,
thanks for the visit it's always nice to hear from you and hey more peace than usual is a good thing aint it!
now for a typical deep thoughts with LL,
I often find myself wondering what's different. I see so many in piecing able to compare how things were during their spouses a to now and other than the obvious differences between now and the seperation I really don't sense much difference.
I don't know exactly what that means. I don't believe that means h is still involved elswhere but I can't say that he is fully involved with me either.
I suppose I just wish that the possitive changes that appeared to be occuring in h during his return would have stayed and continued but it seems they haven't.
Of course most would ask..well what were you doing differently then?
and of course I'd answer...nothing really other than living my own life with not so much regard for him.
I have just about everything a woman could ask for interms of the monotary but feel that something is just missing from this relationship.
perhaps what I feel is just normal but I tend to think not.
I know the answer is not in leaving or finding another to fill that void as so many do, but there's got to be more to marriage than what I'm currently living.
is this all there is? live to pay the bills and make the house and yard look nice?
am I missing something?
am I just an insatiable basket case who doesn't live in reality or is does my h lack the ability to have a truly intimate relationship with anyone?
