Dream report - this one's NOT a mystery. Crazy ex-BF was in it, we were walking across a street and he reached out to hold my hand. I most emphatically told him I am NOT his girlfriend!
He had sent me a couple of emails after he learned from FB about CMM's death, consoling but also managing to make them about him (as in, if he hadn't f'd things up then I wouldn't be going through this loss). Then an email assuming I hadn't responded to him because I'm mad at him. (No, I just don't always check my emails on the weekends). I try to gray rock communications with him except when they relate to medical information I need to give to his psych docs. I just told him I'm grieving and busy and don't have energy left over to console other people. Which is largely true.
Work has been slamming busy this week despite my slightly reduced patient schedule. Trying to pace myself but I'm surrounded by piles of charts right now.
