I’ll definitely fill you in on the date. I have no expectations. I am realizing when I go to date someone, the first thing that runs through my mind is it if it does workout, my plans of moving might be derailed. Do I just stay single for the next 3 .5 years? Or I can just let life happen and see where it takes me
I found out today that the floor nurses are making $12 / hr extra plus a $300 shift bonus. I want to take advantage of this, but I’m scared. I’m scared of going back to the bedside after so long. Seriously nervous. I’m also scared that I don’t have enough energy in these bones to do both jobs. I need the money . But I’m absolutely terrified
Plus, there is the covid post I’ve patient who was swinging at the staff, slit at them and made homicidal threats such as “ wait until you are staring down the barrel of my AK -40” and “I’d love to see a bullet in that pretty neck” “you f’ers are crazy if you think you can cure covid” unvaccinated of course. And I said to myself “ maybe he should die “
