Quote: I am glad, though, that U guys could have a fight and survive it. It means things are back on track. In my opinion.
I wonder though, how many such fights can there be over the years without any real healing, any real resolution of conflict etc. both parties just acting as if until the egg shell feelings subside can a r sustain?
I wonder if one day again h will leave though he blatantly refuses to leave and angrily states "I'm not going anywhere YOU leave". May sound horrific but I wouldn't be nearly as devistated or surprised as I was last time, I learned that I can do just fine without him.
I wonder if one day when I CAN just walk away from a fight with him and don't have to worry "who will take care of the kids in the morning" will I just walk out and not look back?
I wonder lot's of things but also know that it doesn't always pay to wonder and sometimes we are better off to just live life day by day.
I don't know where this relationship will lead but I'll always know that no matter what happens I can and will make the best of my life for me and for the kids.
