I am not as down as some of my posts may indicate. Yes, I do have my moments of wtf is this all for but then don't we all. I suppose any "normal" marriage has it's partners at times thinking "gee, is this really what I want to be doing with my life" but then that's a normal m and we who've found our way to this bb don't have a "normal" m now do we. So, then when those ill feelings sway in it's hard to keep from venturing onto deeper more rooted thoughts of "gee, is this what I really want to be doing with my life" and why should I after all this.
H continues to make little extra efforts here and there and still no mention from him of the letter or the argument from the other night.
