but am observing even in your response just now you're focusing a lot on external factors (stbxw, Health Services, 1st lawyer, neighbors...etc.) whereas the best way to improve your situation is to look inward and work on yourself.
Point taken - it's my go to way of explaining things.
Originally Posted by BL42
Did you talk to a doctor about anti-anxiety/anti-depressant medication?
Did all that over the summer with my then GP. All medications messed with my head so much I couldn't function. Tablets effect my neurology really bad since this condition came on - can't even take a vitamin tablet without spinning for days!
I'm doing good now though and it's nice the shaking has stopped.
Originally Posted by BL42
Keep moving forward smilie. It WILL get better.
Cheers and I'm sorry if I'm a pain, just been having a hard time of things working against me continually since May and not knowing how to handle stuff.
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.