What I see with you is defensiveness and seeing the posters here as "just more of the same abusers".
Defensiveness - probably agree there and more than likely because I am being made out to be something that I am not in other areas by the stbxw. As far a posters here being abusers? Nope, I don't think that in the slightest. I have always valued each persons opinion and been very thankful, I have had difficulty trying to see the way out of this nightmare though with my specific issues and that has been frustrating.
Originally Posted by "SteveLW"
Your situation seems especially complex and thorny
I have been told similar by those who have been helping me IRL.
Originally Posted by "SteveLW"
None of us are qualified to deal with neurological diseases. I really hope your situation improves and you find the peace you seek.
Now that I have the right diagnosis, I am hoping I can find a solution. My aim next year - or from now - is to get my life back on track. I do feel lost on that one though. I feel that I've only just got the space to begin to sort myself out, after all these months.
Thank you
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.
