smilie, one if the things I love about this forum is that people call it like they see it. Some posters embrace that, drop denial, and let this board help them see things more clearly. What I see with you is defensiveness and seeing the posters here as "just more of the same abusers".
Smile, I feel bad for you, I really do. Your situation seems especially complex and thorny, and as others have said, outside of the usual help given here. None of us are qualified to deal with neurological diseases. I really hope your situation improves and you find the peace you seek.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
