Quote: It is pitiful that all I wanted was to come home and know that I was missed but instead discover (as stated) that everyone was happier without me here.
I'm sooo sorry for how you must feel. After all the energy and effort you put forth in the last two years to first save your M and then to try to foster it to be more endearing than it ever was, it must be absolutely demoralizing to hear those words upon returning. Don't you ever think that you deserved that!
!!! HUGE EMBRACING HUG !!!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ LL }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Quote: I feel like a damn waw only I don't have the balls to really be one.
You have too much of a feisty personna for me to ever believe that! I think there's a totally different reason on why you haven't quit yet! You are an idealist who believes with all of who she is in the sanctity of marriage. It is such a strong part of who you are that you can not turn away from it ... for doing that would be betraying yourself! LL, that's not a flaw or a weakness. It is a trait in which you are to be admired for ... and for what it is worth ... I do!
I hope your letter will get thru to him. Maybe it would work? I know there were letters in the past, but I don't recollect if they were directed to cause the kind of inflection that you are asking your H to take now.
I'm trying hard here now to take to bashing your H! ... but I said before and I'll say it again ... HE JUST DOESN'T GET IT! and it will pobably take nothing less than receiving a senseless, nearly totally destructive act to wake up his senses. (Again, I'm willing to oblige to go up there and whack with a 2x4 until he gets there!!!) I wish I could do that and more for you!
... but I said before and I'll say it again ... HE JUST DOESN'T GET IT! and it will pobably take nothing less than receiving a senseless, nearly totally destructive act to wake up his senses. (Again, I'm willing to oblige to go up there and whack with a 2x4 until he gets there!!!) I wish I could do that and more for you!
