Looks like being tired is doing the rounds on the board - I don't know what to say, other than take a deep breath, take some relaxants, go to sleep, and think about this when you feel stronger. Right now, you are at a disadvantage, being tired and feeling low.
I'm checking out simple things, just to keep me ticking over at the more positive end for a while, till I feel able to tackle this again. Sigh.
