A year on and standing 2

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Hi BL,

Yep I had been getting a life via exercising. Working out 3 times a week and physically I changed a lot and became rather sporty in fact.

Thing that never change much probably is I have not been meeting new people and my old group are coup up with life. Thus most of the time I actually been spending with the kids and that given her an opportunity to be away much too.

Cwarrior, I thought of it too. That it is to be initiated by me. Although some may see it like an excuse but I hate to be the one that drive the final blow to the family for my kids. I had a short conversation with them earlier. Younger boy mentioned he would want us to be together and elder one said he wishes to move out with me.

I do admit I had messed up doing the DB thing and such a couple of times over the years but now I am picking up my self worth. Perhaps at the current stage my mentality is, paper presented to me I will sign. But me taking the initiative to serve, I need to squeeze my balls a few more times first.