Thank you for checking in. Things here are basically the same. Since I was here last, I celebrated my birthday, and the Thanksgiving holiday.
H of course, did not mention the birthday, I celebrated with our D. I had a great time. We had a childhood friend who came into town to visit with D and we three went and had a blast out on the town.
H became distant then a little chatty then distant. D left for a business trip and there were days when I never even saw H. We really are roommates.
One thing, for Thanksgiving, I wanted to go to my parents home since last year we did not see them. THey live very close by. I would cook there. I did not tell H. Thanksgiving morning, I briefly saw him and he did not acknowledge the day. So I did not say anything. When it was time to go, D and I left and didn't say a word. I guess he stayed home all day. Friday I could tell he was mad. HE WAS MAD?! Oh, ok. Not yelling, just really abrupt.
There are days I just want this over and other days, I remember the man I married and I want to have things work out. I still have hope so I am not done.
