That’s absolutely exhausting, and I can’t imagine how you felt or how you handled it physically or mentally. Most professionals can’t do it
In the life or death situations I’ve been in, when “fight” mode was active, adrenaline’s allowed me to do extraordinary things. I do recall from CPR class how surprisingly tiring even five minutes of compressions of adequate depth can be.
@Galaga, sending love your way. I get you’ve been through a lot. I am certain hurting you or tainting your experience was the last thing on Joseph’s mind. We’ll be here if you change your mind. I hope you find good support for your drinking and darker thoughts.
