SA, the emotional rollercoaster is real. I vacillated between anger, fear, panic, sadness, even some "woe is me" thrown in for good measure. So you are angry now, but be aware of will change many times over time.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018