Thanks Don. I haven’t completely thrown in the towel but I am rethinking my approach…lol. I’m not someone who has multiple conversations at one time with multiple people. It just feels disingenuous. But maybe if I talked to a lot of people, it would bother me less when/if they disappear? Ugh…so not me…lol. I feel like I am supposed to learn something from this experience but I hate to think it is that people suk and you can’t trust anyone.
Of course, I inevitably go down the road of self reflection and start to wonder why I even want to find someone. I have a pretty good life. Good friends, good career, stable, relatively drama free. Why does it feel like I am missing out because I don’t have a hand to hold? Makes me feel like a weak person and I know I’m not. Such an unsettling feeling.
On that note… time to put my boxing gloves on and head to the gym. I’m going to picture my ghost’s face on the bag. Should make for a good workout. . (((HUGS))) to all!!!
. (((HUGS))) to all!!!
