Welcome back! You say you're remarried but don't say how it's going? Did you do the work to properly deal with any emotional baggage from your first marriage? Or did you carry that into the new one?
This kind of perspective can be extremely beneficial to those dealing with the end of their MR.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018