Welcome to the light side! Following what those before me have said, great job putting kids first...as it should be. As you continue to process, heal, move forward, things WILL get easier. Time, as they say, heals all wounds.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids