Rope dropping and grey rocks

[97Hope]

Closed on the house, pulled the old carpet out, picked up the new flooring yesterday.

Today went in to the office for physical exam for special team. Ran 1.5 mile, 2 minutes of push ups/sit ups and then had to bench my weight.

Went to lunch with DIL, terrible service, ended up eating only a small salad (our food never came and she had to return to work). Ended up with headache so came home.

I have to pack and do the floors and move and I have 2 days off - Monday and Tuesday.

I've posted to FB asking for help and all my friends from NY (where I used to live) fill the feed up with comments "wish I could help". Ugh. I know they mean well, but it's really not helpful as they aren't coming.

I had several people lined up to help, now I'm scrambling to just hire it out and be done with it.

Called my boss to see if I could take tomorrow off - then I would just have to work saturday and sunday and I could get ahead a little.

I'm excited about house, but also feeling the pressure of doing it alone. It's a feeling. Will definitely pass.

I am grateful that I passed the physical test - will mean more money now that I'm on a special team.

I am grateful that the house closed.

I am grateful that I do have the money to pay people to help.


Hope you all are doing well. Thanks for 'listening'.