I am excited for the future. It is just getting all lined up about what I want and how I am going to achieve my goals. At least I am working towards something...something with a good reward too.
H is really trying my patience right now. As far as I can tell, he has not done anything different, I think it is me. I have made a goal, and there must be a part of me that is fighting it deep in my psyche, because it still wants us to reconcile. He has been coming home and I will be making dinner for D26 and I, and he will be asked if he would like something, (since I am in the kitchen, cooking) and he will say no. D and I eat and then he comes back into the kitchen and will have a slice of cheese and bread. He is doing this a few times, as he must be hungry, but it is so annoying. Last evening, he came in while D and I were deciding what to go and pick up (i didnt want to cook) she asked him if he was going to eat with us we were getting dinner and he said he was tired and didn't want anything. She and I left, picked up the food and came home and ate and here he comes, looking for something to eat after all. It is like he is trying to avoid us both.
Today is IC for me, so I will definitely bring this up. I know I should not let him bother me, but it's really under my skin.
Hope you both have a great day. The museum sneak peek is this weekend and I cannot wait! I will let you know how it is after we go.
