Glad to hear your court hearing is today - finally having a result on the maintenance will bring you some financial relief and much-needed some peace of mind.
Are you able to get a prescription for a sleeping pill, or at least take nighttime Benadryl to help with the sleepless nights?
Me:39 Ex-W:37 M:7 T: 9 S:6 D:3 BD/IHS/Confirm EA/PA: Feb '20 OM1 affair ends: May '20 W/OM2 & moves out: June-July '20 W files for D: Jul20 OM2 confirmed: 9/2020 Divorced: May '21