From her point of view, I am now probably just an inconvenience that needs to be got rid of. How awful.
smile this is not detachment. Detachment is not caring what she says, thinks, or does. It isn't caring what her POV is let alone thinking that it is awful. I know you think you're detached, and I know you think you don't want her back. But it is incongruent to say you don't want her back, and you want her to leave you alone, but that it is awful that she sees you as an inconvenience.
As far as typing so much. Please keep it up! This is what this board is for. I feel like, other than the contradiction on detachment, that was one of your best most recent do posts.
Finally, when the worry and anxiety hit remember that this too shall pass. In a year all this stuff you're worrying about will be meaningless.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
