With regard to earning an income I have dreamed of this for years. I get so far and then have a massive vertigo attack that pushes me back weeks.
I know that all that I say sounds like an excuse, but it's real life for me. I would go out to work in a heartbeat if I could find a position and be reliable as an employee. I have wanted nothing more than this for years.
I want a way out of this and have been looking for so long.
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.
