^^^ I'm sorry Ha. I feel like my response was clinical and focused solely on your son without asking you how you are doing in all of this ... it isn't easy. How are you holding up? Do you have someone in your life you can talk with about this? yeah, you're separated from the day to day, but if you're like me, the problem is I would get sucked back into the vortex by how my son was affected. I was grateful for IC which helped me process it all. Sending you hugs xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver