Originally Posted by smilie
I never thought that I could ever stop loving her. Even when she left I still loved her, but now I found out what she's been up to and been planning on leaving me penniless and not caring anything about it, those feelings are gone and it's left a huge gaping hole.

Smilie, you may find your love for her again when you're past the angry/demonizing phase. In any event, whatever daily loving acts you were doing for her, now do for yourself. E.g., cook yourself gourmet meals. That's how you fill the gap. You redirect the love elsewhere. You could also do random acts of kindness.

Originally Posted by smilie
I am convinced but I'm probably wrong...but I don't think I am you know. I was waiting ..

Demon or not demon, it's over now, so no more waiting? (: