Thanks May22. Honestly having you and so many others say this stuff helps so much. Sometimes I really feel like I'm really screwing up and start to feel like its all my fault and when I read posts on here I'm reminded that even though ive caused issues in our M for sure, my H is responsible for his own actions and he really is just trying to make me the bad guy to make himself feel better about his actions. I really needed this, Ive been getting to the place lately of wandering if its all worth it, just getting to the hard part and trying to be smart but keep hope.
I will try to start looking into some of these things. I wish we had our own home already, I know if we did id get to keep it and he'd find something else, then I could work on the home to keep preoccupied. Exercising has been a big help for me so far, I still struggle to get up and do things some days still but I'm pushing through. Thanks for the encouragement
