Have loved reading your updates, Babe. It's interesting because your H is so difficult and in some ways like mine, but I kept watching your sitch to see him returning to you, and noticed how different that is. Mine never tried to return and did everything to destroy me and our kids and our home and won't stop. Yours, through all the spiraling and all your patience, somehow did turn his head back toward home. It makes me understand better my situation to see the differences in your H and mine.
You remain of course an angel of light in my mind!
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.