I am actually wearing the dress I wore on our very first date, hes always told me how much he loved it, I'm even getting my makeup done professionally beforehand.
I'm trying to be prepared for if its bad but definitely going into it "as if" it'll be great
Validating I'm good at I work in mental health so that and listening I got down, and ive read the posts on it so thank you for that, and thank you for the advice on sleeping in the same bed.
Also woman he was going to hangout with as a friend I actually know and when he told her he wasnt interested in anything but a friend, nothing more, she cancelled so he deleted her number (he showed me the texts, on his own, I didnt ask or anything)