I know you are spinning and your anxiety is throttled right now. I know how that feels and really struggled as well. You will get past this, I promise. It’s going to sting for a while but you will start to get stronger and stronger as time goes by.
I can also relate to how you feel about how your W has flip flopped and become someone you would have never expected her to be. I remember vividly feeling the same way and analyzing things until I was nearly insane.
Almost all of us here have experienced this, you are not alone.
Hang in there and do your best to try to get some sleep tonight.
Thank you. I have only had an hour or maybe two. I'm dead on my feet. es I feel I am going insane.
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.
