None of this is easy. You will bend, you may even break. You're going to be pissed, and hurt, and annoyed. But you're not alone in this. Take comfort in that. What few of us remain will do our best to support you in this. Just keep on.
Thank you for your kind words and your support. I do worry that I will be without access to the Internet at some point, but at least I've got until end of August here, for now. Then there's always public areas, of course.
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.