You write such truth so eloquently and it touched me deeply and got the point across completely.
Well since "wish in one hand and sh!t in the other" has now been deemed eloquent I can die happy.
Originally Posted by smilie
I'm a blubbering mess right now, thanks for that!
Tears are good. Like rain it's a fresh start. Take a few deep breaths.
Originally Posted by smilie
My love for her was true, always has been, always will be. For some reason, I cannot feel bad towards her and that to me says something more than words can ever explain.
I never could feel ill will toward my H either. Even if he had gone on to do what he thought he was going to. Upending our lives and starting a new one without me I still would've loved him. I still would've cared. But I came to terms long before he started to turn back toward me that my love was for a person that no longer exists. When you think about the love you have for WW instead of thinking about her focus on how big of heart you have. How crappy of a hand you've been dealt in love and here you are, loving a person who doesn't deserve all that love. Loving a person who's hurt you more than once. How amazing you are to love against all odds. How amazing you are to still love when you have no reason to. That's a beautiful thing. To have a heart so big it can be broken and still love. So many people steel themselves when things like this happen. Harden their hearts. Be jaded to love. Be proud that you are able to stay soft and open when other faced with the same thing can't.
None of this is easy. You will bend, you may even break. You're going to be pissed, and hurt, and annoyed. But you're not alone in this. Take comfort in that. What few of us remain will do our best to support you in this. Just keep on.
