You are spending a lot of time posting on here - Can you not apply your time to getting a job. That would give you something postive to focus on.. I am making the assumption you are in the UK, due to some of the terms you have used - Loads of employees are now allowing staff to work from home - even if you got on some agencys books, its a good start - and positive.
Yep I'm in the UK and there would be nothing more than I would want but to bring in an income. I have wanted this for so long but because of this wretched condition (Vestibular Migraine & Pituitary Tumour) I wouldn't be a good employee as the neurological conditions are debilitating at times.
Sorry I didn't think I spent that much time. Just popping in and out really. Despite what it may look like, I can only spend 10 minutes or half hour at the computer before I need a break for an hour or so. Dizziness, eye issues and neck & back cramps are awful. Bearing in mind I used to spend all day every day infront of a screen. I feel like I'm making excuses but this is the condition that has ruined my career, my life and my marriage. Perhaps I should see if there's anything about that I could do and give it a try again.
Originally Posted by MrBrside
I know its hard to stop the focus, when your world has crumbled.. But dwellings on would a, could a , should a will get you no where.. Focus on the stuff you are in control of - you !
Yes I know. It's just the only focus I have right now is to find somewhere to live, it's driving me crazy and it's not exactly focusing on me. I have been working out. I've lost so much weight so quickly because of stress, even my skin is sagging - not attractive is it? It wasn't that I was overweight, I was only about 12 stone, then I dropped to 10.5 in 2 weeks due to this stress. I'll keep training. Hopefully eventually the muscle will fill out the lose skin. What a mess though.
M(55), W(45) BD1: Apr-2011, BD2: 23-May-21, NC (15 June '21) Divorce Filed (16 July '21) --- When you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, you need to trust it's there.
