Hi - are you just the more comfortable path? I struggled with this for quite some time . My only advice I can give you is almost 2 years later is I’m very comfortable with is he’s an idiot if he even thought another path was better . And my husband would agree now . But getting there was not easy . I grew more than him . This will come with time . The stronger I got the weaker he looked to me . Eventually it can balance somewhat .
